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HGTV’s Carmeon Hamilton

Carmeon Hamiltonis remembering her late husband Marcus on the one-month anniversary of his tragic death.

“One month down…a lifetime to go,” Hamilton captioned a throwback photo of her and Marcus sharing a sweet moment in the kitchen. She added a black heart emoji and the hashtag, “#iloveyououtloud.”

Hamilton and Marcus had been together for about 15 years and married for 10. They shared a son, Davin, who recentlystarted 7th grade.

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Carmeon Hamilton

Hamilton continued, “I’m no stranger to loss, but this loss brings something beyond pain. Something I can’t describe. I’m now missing a major part of myself and that void seems to grow more and more every second.”

“I can’t bring myself to figure out Davin’s and my next step, because there shouldn’t be a need for one,” she wrote. “But in the midst of this immense pain came a wave of support from the community of people that we’ve worked so hard to build. They are the only reason I have the strength and ability to put these words in writing.”

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“Thank you all for being one of the best parts of our love story and loudly encouraging us to be the passionately flawed humans we were, living a life well lived. I only ask for grace and privacy as my family and I navigate this extraordinary loss. I love you peeps,” she concluded.

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Despite her mourning, Hamilton has continued to promoteher first-ever show,Reno My Rental, which began streaming onDiscovery+on September 18. She has shared on social media that Marcus would have wanted her to keep pursuing her dreams full steam ahead.

In the six-episode series, Hamilton helps transform the residences of renters in her hometown of Memphis, Tennessee, without doing major renovations that would lose them their security deposit.

source: people.com